One Faris

Living a nightmare, chasing a dream.
I’m no expert in Afro-Caribbean hair, but it looks like he painted his trim..

I’m no expert in Afro-Caribbean hair, but it looks like he painted his trim..

Shout out to Fila! Heritage collection Out Now.

Shout out to Fila! Heritage collection Out Now.

Just found more of my old compilation mixtapes in my homie’s car.. #HeavyInTheGame

Just found more of my old compilation mixtapes in my homie’s car.. #HeavyInTheGame

Puffy with the Quiet Storm flow..

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Younger me used to get so hyped to this..

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Once again, only Kells!

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Powerful classic.

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If this doesn’t make you want to vibe, there’s no hope for you..

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Song so good, Kells kicked it off with a rap..

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Fucking classic.

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Call me crazy..

With everything that’s going on in L!F£, I was just sitting here talking to myself, in my head, trying to gather it all, and somehow organise it. As it began to go into overload, I started to ask myself questions and when you realise you’re full on having a conversation with yourself, it’s time again to google Schizophrenia.

"Schizophrenia: A long-term mental disorder of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behaviour, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation."

Well ain’t this some bullshit. I am more in tune with reality than the rest of the sane fuckers who struggle with the idea of being themselves. Bare in mind, this is not a new study or find, so we’re diagnosed today based off an understanding from back then. Now, I have not been diagnosed as a Schizophrenic, but then none of my doctors knew I battled depression and was suicidal growing up. I got appointed a psychiatrist after my Dad died, I may have been seven, but I wasn’t going to open up to a stranger who turns up for an hour a week, and I never see him any other time (so yeah I will just draw instead). Maybe in extreme cases it can do, but I’m sure drugging the most normal of people on chemically created stabiliser drugs would have that effect. Misunderstanding them and segregating anyone from society will fuck their brain up! And, how comes with all the extensive knowledge & technology, we don’t look into re-diagnosing the disorders rather than creating new medication to further subdue them on?! 

We can’t alter people’s lives to prevent such things, but we can be more understanding of our children growing up, these labels we give them is how they grow away from society. With adults, we can still show understanding, let them be able to be a part of us and not apart.

OneLove.

 

"The summer’s overrrr…"

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